hmm today was a somewhat rough day. i got like 4 hours of sleep last night, i still got up and went to writing though. my throat is sore i think peters room mate got us both sick, he probably gave us like SARS or like bird flu or something, grr i am way over my sickness quota. then this afternoon i got hit by one of those waves of missing her, this wasnt one of those regular ones this one was more like a tsunami and as much as i feel like a totally bitch for admiting this, i was on the verge of crying, it just hit me in the chest hard it physically hurt, that really sucked, i feel like the closer i get to seeing her the harder it is and the more i miss her, *sigh* this needs to be over soon.