as you lay wishing to fade away,
you sink, you thrash you wonder,
whats going on?
where are you?
whats happening?
all you wanted to do was fade quietly
you feel a warmth engulf you
you feel a darkness get ripped from your chest.
what is this?
you feel something missing
a hollowness is now where this lunp of darkness was,
a torrent rips tou from your thoughts
u see the darkenss above you getting thrown into light
you yourself are being thrown around in this ocean,
this ocean of purity,
you reaise rushing into you
where that darkness had be ripped from
there is the ocean rushing
you feel no pain,
you feel nothing
you are tossed around
and then the purity lurches out of u
and u see something coming towards you
u recongnize it as the darkness that was once inside you
its not not darkness anymore however,
now its is the inexplicable lump of cleased purity
it is placed back in into your chest
you are plaved back to your laying spot as if nothing had occured
you thank whatever that was because
u have been cleansed,
you are welcome
and you no longer wish to fade into darkeness
you wish to live and be see
and you are welcome