sometimes, well most of the time i wonder if she is really this perfect or am i just blinded? i really hope its that shes really this perfect cause its really gonna hurt a hell of alot when my vision clears up and i finially realize shes not, im really not looking forward to that

sometimes i wish someone understood what i was going through and that i had someone to talk about all that ive been holding in and dealing with, i really think i need help. and no no matter how much u guys tell me that i can talk to u and offer and stuff i just cant talk to u and u really cant help, i say im fine but im not but im guessing this is as fine as ill ever be....